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2010-11-18T10:32:00.000-08:00

What is love?

Many people have asked me what love is. Now, “what is love?” is an opinion based question. Everyone has their own definition and interpretation for love; here’s mine in complete detail.

Definition of love: a deep and passionate attraction between two people who were drawn to each other from the start.

Feelings you get when you have a crush: You see them and your heart stops. You find yourself smiling like an idiot. You may have thoughts that you could already be fully in love. You think about them all the time, and spend all of your time waiting for their call/text/etc. You feel like they are a necessity, and you can’t concentrate on anything else.

Feelings you get when you are in like: You get nervous when you’re going out to see them. You dress to impress, but you still criticize yourself to no end, thinking that nothing would be good enough. You start to worry that something’s wrong when they don’t call when they say they will. You have the feeling that you want to be with them all the time, but you feel like it might be too much at the same time. You feel self-concious about going “over the top.” You start to notice their flaws, and paying more attention to yours.

Feelings you get when you are in love: You feel comfortable around that person, as if you could be spending time with a best friend and you’d still act the same. Yet, you will still sometimes get nervous when they do things for you or when you go out for a date. You know that they accept you for all that you are, and you accept them as well. You know all of their flaws, and not only do you accept them, but you love them as well. You don’t have doubts, but sometimes you do have fears about the future, which is normal. You don’t expect things, but you hope for the best. You share a lot with this person, the most being your time. And you basically just feel like you are home when you are with them.

I believe that love comes in any shape or size. Fat people can be loved by skinny people, and vice versa. Black can be loved by white, and vice versa. Men can love men. Women can love women. Anyone can love anyone they want to.

I believe that there is no ugliness when it comes to love. Two people can be the most annoying, spiteful, mean people in the world. However, that is what makes them amazing together. Falling in love brings out the best in people, even the worst kinds of people.

I believe that love is not prejudice, and it has no identity. Some find it hard to believe in love because there is so much hate and evil people in the world. Love is still there. Like I said above, everyone finds love. Criminals can fall in love with other criminals. Dictators will fall in love with someone just as deceitful. No matter how horrible things seem, love is always there.

I believe that people can fall in love in most ways. I believe that you can fall in love with someone you met on the internet just by talking through AIM or MSN. That also means that I truly believe in long distance love. However, I do not believe in love at first sight. I don’t think that love can come out solely from physical attraction.

I believe that love can be felt at any age. It’s less likely that someone will fall in love at fourteen, but it is possible.

Jazmine Sullivan - Bust Your Windows

2010-11-17T22:38:00.000-08:00

Ne-Yo - Beautiful Monster

2010-11-17T09:26:00.000-08:00

Sophia Fresh - This Instant (Feat. T-Pain)

2010-11-17T04:41:00.000-08:00

Random Outing!!!!!

2010-11-16T07:21:00.000-08:00

Went to Marina Bay Sands yesterday with Aisyah, Jamilah, Mael, Fiz and Adir.. Was fun took whole lot of pics.. Hahax.. Been awhile since we went out together.. Hope to do it again soon guys..;D

2010-11-14T02:58:00.000-08:00

YO!! YO!! YO!! It's been awhile!! Yeah!! I'm back!! I just missed bloogging so i decided to return yeah.. Anyway alot has been going on.. Family, friends and shits.. Anyway let me cut thru to the most recent exciting event which is yesterday.. Went lepaking with MAZNAH!!! hahax.. Took a few pictures and a video..

2010-02-22T10:21:00.000-08:00

Hey people.. Been a long time since i updated this rusty blog yah.. Hahax.. Anyways, celebrated my Girlfriends birthday 3 days ago which was on the 19th feb.. Was great actually cause she didn't know i was gonna be there until i came and surprise her with a birthday cake.. After she blew the candles, i knelt down and gave her a rose as an apology for the lies of not being able to be there and some other shits.. Sweet right?????? Hahax.. Had quite a fun .. It all happened at Botanic Garden actually and i went there with Nadzril who is my god brother.. Love him so much man.. My life has been great since i got closer to him ya'll.. Well.. Everything has been great actually.. Other than my mum still not talking to me.. And alot of clubbing and drinking recently which was really fun thanks to Nadz and Kim and also not forgetting Anna.. Fuhh.. That wasn't so hard but i need to get some sleep man.. Just came back from work and im really tired and sleepy.. So, until next time Bros and Hoes.. Live life to the fullest and never regret any decision u made..:D

2010-01-04T10:57:00.000-08:00

Today i met my GF after 17 days. She came to my house at abt 12pm. When i woke up, we made love. After 2 hrs, had another round of love making. Went to bowling wif GF, my sis n her BF in the evening but ended up playing pool cos bowling alley full like fuck. Sent GF to the bus stop, went home, watch Kong Kong movie on Channel 5, took a nap for 15mins then online 'till now. Got Work tommorrow. Fuck. Aniway, pardon my post. Lazy wanna typeout properly. Hahax. And Happy New Year to everyone. Live life to the fullest. Take Care everyone. PEACE.

Boring Christmas

2009-12-25T05:12:00.000-08:00

Here i am at home .. Typing out this post actually not knowing what to talk about .. Hmm .. Well lets just start off with having to deal with boredome for the rest of today .. Was planning to go out and maybe celebrate Christmas (eventhough im muslim and we don't celebrate Christmas) .. But still there's no harm having fun right .. hmm .. But even if i were to go out, i haven't got my pay yet so maybe i'll just have to wait for new year eve then cos i'll only get my fucking pay on the fucking 31st dec which is on the fucking new year eve .. Haiya .. Hopefully new year eve would be fun enough to quench my fun thirst .. Hahax .. Alright then .. I've said enough .. Will be back for more though .. Take care and have a very Merry Christmas everyone .. PEACE ..p.s. I love my girlfriend ..;p

2009-12-20T11:26:00.000-08:00

Damn tired sia.. haix.. juz came back from work.. hangover till now.. drank yesterday at aisyah's place den hangout till 4am den went back home, slept awhile den wake up at 3pm den go back aisyah place den chilled till abt 7pm den go work.. fucked up sia.. hahax.. thats all arh for today gotta get soome sleep.. still got work tomorrow.. haix.. PEACE!

Im back ya'll!!!

2009-12-19T05:50:00.000-08:00

Hey people im back.. Its been a long time since i've blogged. hahax. actually im really not good at blogging. Just wanna try2 so here i am. hmm. aniways, i juust came back from a friends (she's in the 1st picture mimicing the rabbit) place who's getting engaged in a few hours. alot of my friends getting engage sia this moth. WTF right?? haix. Im going to her engagement ceremony later and i still got work after that. I was supposed to start work at 5pm but because my friend's getting engage, i asked for my shift to be pushed forward till 8pm. hahax. aren't i the sweetest. hahax. well thats all for today. should be getting to sleep now. alot needs doing tomorrow. untill next time.. PEACE!

2009-10-22T19:46:00.000-07:00

Baby do you have any idea how painful it is to see your latest post anot huh?!! CAN U PLEASE LIKE, UPDATE YOUR BLOG REGULARLY? irritating leh you.

Anyway since i'm here i'm going to update for you alright? heh heh heh.
hmmm.
I dont know what to say sia.

Okay okay. Yeah, i just wanna let people know, PUBLICLY since i'm blogging this. That you have been the BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST thing that has ever happened in my life. But yea, i had better la. HAH NO, joke joke. (:

Thanks for trying to be a better boyfriend all the time. And i appreciate all the little things you do for me. Okay? Dont say i dont appreciate you ah. Because i do!

I'm sorry for intruding your blog and update for you but i'm just so bored and you have not texted me like, since forever so yeah. I MISS YOU!! Bring me out for a proper date soon kay?

Love you! *plants a wet sloppy kiss on ur cheeks* - julie.

2009-10-06T00:21:00.000-07:00

Haix .. What a tragical day it was yesterday .. I broke up with Julie .. Hmm .. It was my choice .. But no regrets .. Shit happens .. Problems after problems keep coming .. Its too much for me .. I can't take it anymore .. But if we're fated then we will fall in love again maybe not soon but we will .. The following conversation was what we had yesterday through msg:

ME : Syg, i think we should break up .. Ther's no point dragging this matter .. This is not about Sarah ok .. Its just me .. Let's just be friends .. Kalau da jodoh tak kan kemana .. If we're meant to be then we are ment to .. I know it would be a heartbreak cause i'll feel it to but like i said, i'm happier leading a single life .. But i still love you it's just that i'm sick and tired of all the things that has happened .. I told you before that i tak suka kawan with my ex but you my dear has change that perspective .. There's no use talking me out of this cause i've made the final decision .. No matter what i'll still love you ..

Julie : WTF!!! No man, i don't wanna agree with this. I'm not breaking with u Seriously lor. I love you like so much la. Wouldn't things be awkward if we we're friends? I'll not be your friend. I don't wanna be your friend. I wanna be yours. And like i've said. The only reason why we should breakup is when we don't love each other anymore. That's all. Come on b, you mean there's no wway out of this? And if you really wanna break up with, say it to my face. Then'll accept it.

ME : if i meet you, i can't say it because i will regret..i don't want to regret so i won't say it to your face..Please,we will be friends no matter what sayang...But we will see how as time goes by..if you can't take it as break-up..then take it as a time-off.where we don't message. or call each other for some time until we really come to a point where we feel that we still need each other..but in this case..its all me...

Julie : so you don't need me anymore,you don't love me anymore. That's just about it!..That's what you're telling me now..Damn it..I love you sayang..too much to let you go..

Me : we need this cause its for my happiness..Not yours, not ours but mine.. Please understand.. Please respect my decision..No point you force things and end up, im unhappy.. You want me to be happy..??

Julie : k.. Then i'll wish you all the best in life.. But yeah, note that, i don't want us to be friends.. I want to be yours.. And fuck la i'm so sad can! You're leaving me seh b.. i won't talk you out of this because i know you set your mind to it.. but i still insist that you break up with me to my face.. Then we can break all ties.. Yeah?

Then that's the end of it ..(i think) I'm really sad but like i said, no regrets .. Hmm .. Till next time everyone .. Cao ..!!

Who's SARAH ..???

2009-10-05T02:14:00.000-07:00

Today Julie went to meet that 'sarah' to 'settle things' and it turned out, 'sarah' knew me .. She showed Julie pictures and i was in everyone of those pictures ..!! I dun even know her and she has my picture ..?! Funny isn't it .. hahax .. Maybe 'sarah' isn't her real name .. Maybe she changed her name so that i wouldn't know her .. But i've never seen her before so i can't say i know her right .. haix .. Now i doubt if Julie .... Nvm ... Watever it is, i love Julie no matter wat ... Haix .. Well .. Shit happens right ..?? Now im at Grandlink with my friends playing lan game(l4d) .. Well .. Thats all folks .. I'll be bck .. tc .. And keep smiling everyone .. You deserve to .. Cao ..;D

2009-10-04T04:30:00.001-07:00

yoyoyo!!!!!!! im bck everyone ... wakakakaka*evil laughter* as u can seeeee, i've changed my blogskin bt i didn't do it cos u dunno how(im still learning) .. aniwaes its all thanx to my LOVELY little NAT NOTTY.. hahax..n i like the new blogskin..
GOSH!! I miss my GF larr sey.. Dun have time to mit her lately.. Haix.. I love her aniways.. Hmm.. Aiytes.. Tats all fer today folks.. Be back soon ... tc everyone... BYE!!

2009-10-01T23:58:00.000-07:00

sup. ... i dunno y ... i've been fightin wif my gf lately .. i feel sori 4 her n i luv her n tats e reason we're still 2gether ryte ..?? hahax ... aniwaes .......... im pissed off wit tis strange gal named SARAH ... she like stalking me n my JULIE(my gf) 2 let me go cos she wants me ... like WTF ... irritating sia .....haix ... life juz keeps getting hard ... wonder when im gonna die ... hahax fake2 .. who wants tat ... well .. tats all folks ... u'll hear frm me soon enuf ... tc .. n keep smiling everyone ..

stOries of my lyfe(well, nt all of it bt some important ones)

2009-09-22T13:48:00.000-07:00

wasssssuuuuuupppppp!!!!!!!! hahahahax... didn't know people wud miss me so much since i didn't update my blog for sometime .. hehe.. aniways ...... camat yaye 2 all muslims .... hope u've enjoyed ur raya so far .... as 4 me, i didn't enjoy raya tat much cos i didn't get "duit yaye" sak .... lyk fuck .... do i look lyk im fucking old .... wahliao ..... kecoh ... moving oooonnnnn.... im nw at hougang plaza... a place in hougang where e shit happens... im goin 2 skl in a few hours n yet, im outside lyk nobody care .... my mum wud konsperm nag sia if she know im nt at hm ..... wellll.... im 18 bt my mum treats my lyk im 14 or 15 .... wtf ... i even got curfew sia .... how worse can it get ...... haix .....bt shit happens ..... i guess she's over protective cos im e only son .... n 0levels r otw .... n bcos of some great hearted people, i've started studying ......!!!!! yay me ...!!!! hahahax.. all thanx 2 jamilah, haddy, ppl close to me n my gf of course who has been supportive n nicer 2 me .... hehe ... luv u syg ....muackz.... hmmmmm ..... i tink i shud go off nw cos its oredy 5am n i nid some slip .... lets juz hope i can wake up in a few hrs tym for skl .... aiytes guys .... u'll hear from me sooon .... tc ... see u next moon .... keep in touch ... touch n go .... ciao .... sayonara ....

Girlf

2009-08-28T06:38:00.000-07:00

Thanks love for creating this new blogskin for me. I think its less matrep-like and its really much neater. (: I still owe you swensens, lollipop, tie-dye dress, and ur dream ring and i will get it soon okay. I promise. If not, you are allowed to bite my dick off or just slaughter me.

I love my girlfriend. She's the nicest living thing ever.

- Hanafi

Secret Of Success

2009-08-18T05:09:00.000-07:00

I came across this inspirational and somehow funny joke in a lamest joke book ever .. Here it goes:

What is the secret of success?
1. "Push" said the doorbell.
2. "Never be lead(as in late)" said the pencil.
3. "Take panes(as in pains)" said the window.
4. "Always keep cool" said the ice.
5. "Never lose your head" said the drum.
6. "Make light of everything" said the fire.
7. "Do a driving business" said the hammer.
8. "Aspire to grater(as in greater)" said the nutmeg.
9. "Be sharp in all your dealings" said the knife.
10. ''Find a good thing and stick to it'' said the glue.

How ..?? Is it funny ..?? Hmm ..

ZIIIIIIIPPPP!!!!!!!

2009-08-17T22:57:00.000-07:00

yo .. yo .. yo .. haix what a wonderful day it is today. Have anyone ever forgotten 2 zip their pants n realise it after a few hours .. tragic isn't it .. well .. it happened to me ... this morning i went to marsiling to fetch my gf from her house going to my house ... from hm i took e bus to ang mo kio which is about 15mins .. luckily i got my ipod ... wen i reached amk, i took e train which is 20mins journey .. when i reach marsiling, i went to my gf's house den i sat down feeling fucking sleepy ... while waiting for my gf to get ready, i was tightening my belt and felt a big hole around my zip area so i looked at it an realise that i didn't zip my pants .. wtf ..!!! Imagine traveling halfway across singapore with my pants unzip ... Luckily my t-shirt is long enough to cover my UNZIPPED zip ... hahax ... but come to think of it, its actually quite funny larr ... Like fucking stupid sia ... How the hell can i forget to zip my pants .... Haiya ... Another day, another somehow tragic events .. Hahax .. cao ...

Sleep is Good

2009-08-15T06:20:00.000-07:00

wassup .... wasssup .... i feel lyk posting a post bt i dunno wat 2 write .... hmmm .... lets seee ...... ?????????? orite ... maybe i'll juz talk about today which is some kind of a normal day which i always have ... watever it is .... yeah .. tis morning i was sleeping peacefully and was suddenly awakened by an irritating sound which annoys me sooooooooooooooo much ... at first i taught it was the fan bt it was actually my elder sister's new hamsters playing the wheel that somehow make them exercise or sumtin (i think) in their cage .... i ask my sister (half awake) which heard it too, to make it stop .... it stopped so i went back to sleep ... hahahahax ... sorry if my story is soooooo boring bt its my 1st time blogging so please understand aiytes ...

first

2009-08-14T22:14:00.001-07:00

Hi, this is the first time im ever posting something. And i would like to extend my greatest gratitude to my drop dead gorgeous girlfriend for helping me out with the skin and the whole layout. And so, i shall treat her swensens or any restaurant of her choice because shes been so nice to me of late.

love ya baby.
(: